You literally are me just in a different state. Creepy how similar our lives are (I gathered that from your posts).

"I just think life is meaningless altogether, most of the time. Yes, there is beauty in the moment, but beyond that? People come and go and you can never count on anyone, and life is just life; a mystery, and ultimately meaningless. The meaning is in the creation, and the creation is a human construct; and people just make up stuff in order to get through life."

(via brookeanslee)